dreaming with a pretending heart. :|
Honestly, ayan nnman ako. matutulog ng talunan. tsss. yea it’s better to pretend all the way kung yun lang ikakatahimik ng lahat diba. i struggled and struggled everytime aus na un mey achievement kahit papano. napapasaya ko yung mga taong mahal ko.. in a way na i show them the real feelings i have for them, but the feeling of exception beside those ‘love’ thingy` better na itago nlang :) so no more questions to ask ang no more answers to answer . — for a dad who love his daughter so much that he would do such things for the sake and for the happiness of his little girl. `pero ako? a 16 teenage girl would do such things? yes definitely, for i have sworn to myself to take care of them and to be contented of what i have. or rather be content of loneliness.
— dreaming with a broken heart and waking up is the hardest part. these were the words from a sad song of john mayer. but for me.. dreaming with a pretending heart and waking up is the stupid part.. cause this simply means i’ll be pretending to be okay, even when i’m not. that sucks, but that’s the way my life goes.
